Sunday, May 17, 2009

A Lil' of Fag, Booze and Dope....

I guess I'm back.
I left blogging on my blog because of lots and lots of reasons. And I'm not really happy to be back here, frankly. It's more like I missed reading all your blogs, than writing over here. I love blogging, but there are lot of unexplained reasons why I don't want to blog anymore.

Also, I had taken some resolutions which I had to fulfil when I left, but I'm back and I've still not fulfilled them, but at least I'm in the process.

This blog will have some changes. I want to bring in different styles to my writing (Whatever that means), so will be experimenting....

Have nothing to write, so here's a poem I had written 2 months back, when I was in a bad mood.

Fag, Smoke and some Dope

Smoke 'em up,
Just feel the rush,
A puff, just once,
Forget yourself totally,
A long inhalation, high me,
I'm in heaven, baby......

A shot, just a quick one,
A sensation, throat's on fire,
I'm floating, up in air,
A flurry of emotions,
No worries, no caution,
Let me be, forever.....

A sniff of the powder,
I wanna take in more,
Just a lil' more,
I can't think, I'm lovin' it,
I'm no loser,
I'm available, any takers?

P.S- The last line does not hold true. And the same applies to the entire poem, i.e. I really didn't try all this out, and its just fiction. I just wanted to try out something new, rather than the same old funny poems, and also wanted to make this one non-rhyming. Hope you like it.
P.P.S- Appreciate all the support (and taunts of "pagal!!" and "mads, your mad" and the like, which I got from you people,after my previous post. It's you guys who made me want to come back here and lift my spirits.
It's nice to be back :-)

P.P.P.S- Yes, I didn't get a nice picture for this post. Kill me. Hmmph!!!

60 comments:

I'll try 2 be truthful said...

pagal che !!!!
the poem was pretty realistic thank god u clarified .

Harshita said...

Pagli Mads...

I am dancing.... balley balley... adeepa... oye shaava oye...

Aap aaye saath mein 4 truck bahar aayi...hehehehe

I understand the reason why u went away actually... we start blogging for ourselves and then somehow the pressure builds up to write for a particular bracket of readers... a particular mood..

No matter wat mood u write in, I love it all... and I am oh-so-very happy that you are back.. Can't tell you..

Itna lambaa kash lo yaaron...dum nikal jaaye... Yeh Zindagi sulgaaon Yaaron gham nikal jaaye...

Your poem reminded me of this song... and I love dark dark..rebellious poems...

Welcome back... with whole band baaja... Never go away... na na na na na...

vanilla sky said...

loved the poem :)

And thank God that you're back!! The blogworld was suna suna without you !

Aditi..............:) said...

I am relieved its fiction!! :P
Well, its good to hear you are back to blogging!
I will wait to read all the experiments that you make here ;)

I'll try 2 be truthful said...

@harshita
truck bhar khushiyaan :D

@mads
came back to comment thinking ki pehle wala comment xtra short ho gaya tha :-B

like u guys wrote in shit for tat ki bloggers jeete hain and marte hain comments ke liye its quite true too but just some heavy advice yaha par tu lele :D :)

" work like you don't need the money
love like you've never been hurt
and dance like no one's watching "

i know its a lil vaddi vaddi batein wali advice but hope it helps :D

uriyo na dariyo kar manmani manmani :)

MultiMenon said...

Yaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!! me loves it wen mads is up and running..missed ya pretty much and relieved ur back..

abt the last line,did u mean u weren't single aNYMORE?? :O :o u kept me waiting.. :( :( :p hehe..and regarding smoking,ranbir doesn smoke u kno??and so ain't rahul into it..

You ve made me happy dear.. :)

Nikhil

sawan said...

welcome back madhuri. the poem was cool enuf :)

Anurag said...

mads...so mads u r :P

Fag Booze and dope....all bad for health :P

A long inhalation,high me
I'm in heaven baby ....

waah ..Mads che :D

ess said...

I've been reading your blog on and off, and it's good to have you back.

But you say there are going to be changes? Uh oh.

Dream'R said...

Aaha..look who has finally decided to return from her bloody hibernation!!..Yaar for someone so smart tum kitni dumb ho!! Kahaa gum ho jati ho??!! u cant just take a break from blogging u know...we very SELFISH readers dont care about ur probs ;-)...write something, anything...we dont mind reading u know!!

Oh and btw..blog for yourself...blogging for some1 else is the worst thing you can do.

U get??!!

dont mind me k..;-)

luv
amith

peter said...

Awryt that explanantion in the begining wasn't required it's fine. whatever u feel and whatever u do. All what matters is that you are back :D :D

and that poem is mast and when i say mast i mean MAST in all capslock :D

Mads said...

@ i'll try to be truthful....

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
*grins hard till her teeth break*
poem was realistic :-w how do u know ;;) been there, done that kya? ;;)

advice was super cool...and i liked it..
why are u still obsessed with delhi 6 ke gaane :D ;;)

Mads said...

@ Harshita...which song is that :-ss jo bhi hai, lyrics mast che :D

i stopped blogging not coz of the pressure... :-s or maybe it was...i dunno wat it was...but its over :| kinda...
thankuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu for the overwhelming khushiyaan u have shown....
\:D/ *dances with u*
i think i wont go away again :P :-s ;))

Mads said...

@ vanilla sky....so sweet :D thanks a lot :D :D

Mads said...

@ Aditi...heehe..thanks :D :P

Mads said...

@ multimenon.....thanks :D rambir did marijuana when he was 15 :| so im sure he even smokes now... >:P
rahul dravid clean che though :D

I'll try 2 be truthful said...

chup kar !!! situation apt song that

Chronicwriter said...

you maddy girl

pagli girlie,...

come back

ranbir is gay... rahul is bi

:)

i know u will come back to hit me

chriz

Abhinav said...

are Ranbir might be G but Rahul is not.. Rahul Gandhi might b!

Poem is mast...! But u cud hv written this abt aaloo k paranthe! I wud hv been more keen in reading...!

I agree wid Harshita.. why change urself for others? are they paying u for blogging?

Stupidosaur said...

Thx for blogroll. Will read this post tomorrow...er today after may more hour.

Sleepy time.
Good night.

Oh. You are already sleeping.

Well...

MultiMenon said...

I ve got something for you..do check out ma space on the post dated 19th may.. :)

Take care..

Nikhil

kunwar said...

Well I read your previous post and was quite sad, as although I have not followed you regularly, I liked whatever I read...but I knew better than to comment in case you seriously got mad. Well, glad that you're back.

abhishek said...

lol at chriz's comment...
aur kya likhu...aajkal to mujhe hi pareshan karne aa jati ho :P

Arnab Majumdar said...

Hey, good to see you back here. Can't wait to see your experiments now... so get them out here ASAP.

Good poem this one... but really, not even a bit of it is true? ;)

Cheers...

vanilla sky said...

Achha, wat is the status of Rahul D's new bachha? I mean girl/boy? I thought you're the right person to ask.

Mads said...

@ sawan....thanks :D

Mads said...

@ anurag...haan bad for health che :-w so i keep away [-( :P
thanks che :D >:D<

Mads said...

@ ess..oh :O arre chill maar..i will experiment :-s but it will remain the same i guess :-s coz my writing style cant really change... :(
thanks for following my blog :D

Mads said...

@ Dream'R...yeah :D i blog for myself and my selfish readers :D :P
thanks for the comment :D :D
keeps me motivated :D \:D/
main dumb nahi hu :O
thanks again :D

Mads said...

@ peter...hawww really? i wrote that poem in frustration :-s but thanks che \:D/ :D
yeah im back :D thanks :D

Mads said...

@ i'll try to be truthful...haan apt che...i was just irritating u [-( its so nice to irritate u :D

Mads said...

@ chronicwriter...
but i didnt write abt ranbir or rahul X-(
batamiz che >:P

Mads said...

@ Abhinav...rahul gandhi is cute, rahul dravid is mine and ranbir kapoor is hot.... :|
ok will write my next on alloo ke paranthe...seriously :|
and i will blog for myself henceforth \:D/ :D :D >:D<

Mads said...

@ Stupidosaur....hehehe :P gnite :P

Mads said...

@ multimenon..thanks for the awards :D will put them up asap :)

Mads said...

@ Kunwar....thanks a lot :) :) that's sweet of u. yeah i wud have been depressed more than being mad :P anyway, im back :D :D

Mads said...

@ abhishek.... :| grrrr. post pe comment maaro, mere pe nahi :|

Mads said...

@ Arnab...hehe.i guess most is not true :P lol :P
thanks a lot :D hope my experiments with mads mad mess work out :-s

Mads said...

@ vanilla...haww so sweet :D
it's a baby girl :D
although lots of people in media make it a boy, by mistake :|
i assue u its a baby girl :D B-) :P

Mishra said...

Resolutions huh ? you must watch "The Dark knight" once again dear miss :)

Chitwan said...

hmmm.....if writing abt doping cn giv u tht relaxing effect, then all dopers shud quit it, and begin writing poems on it...alas, this doesnt happen...bt great u wrote something...!!
dancing dancing...madhuri ala re ala...

Nidzzi said...
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Nidzzi said...

m sorry i didnt see this post. gaurav told me abt it and i checked it asas i could.
Nice poem. reminded me of me :d \:D/
awww being in dream, anethesia, drugs, high n all are so different , a diff world. we havent been but we have heard so much.
And death too is something like this.
Dhuuu y m i talking abt death.
its always good to write on diff things. u can be sad, u can b nostalgic .. u can share if u want to . degree of " being personal" is u to deside hunny.
and u shud start sharing with me cuz u knw we getting married soon. its not good to keep secret between us. its ok if u dnt wanan talk abt ur secret BFF .. i too wont share a secret and my BFF :D :P we can keep it shhhhhhhh..........

Sarath said...

Bhelcam Back...

The poem was a mad one.. appeared like u really tried those things..

Cяystal said...

I <3 your pagal poems, because they make puurfect sense to me =P

deluded said...

last line doesnt hold true?


DAMMMMIT!

;)

vanilla sky said...

Dont worry you'll get to vote! Some of my friends had husband's name column beside their father's name, and some had some weird spelling of their names.
After sports, cricket , you need one more crush from the next big thing in the country, i.e politics!

Cяystal said...

Mere ko koi bataye Mado kaha hai? :o
Me missing you n my blog :'(

Mads said...

@ mishra...haiii dark knight ko dekhna padega :(
:P yeah resolutions again :-s

Mads said...

@ chitwan... lol :P i wish :P
thanks for the welcome reception \:D/ yippee che \:D/

Mads said...

@ Nidzzi...lol :D only booze is like u :-w drugs bad che [-(
yeah i share everything with u, nidzzi nidzzi :) :) :) \:D/
mera secret bff nahi hai :-s tu hi rakh le :P :D :D

Mads said...

@ Sarath...hehehe thanku thanku :D :D

Mads said...

@ crystal ;) ;) :D lol :D thanks >:D<

Mads said...

@ deluded :| that means im not available for one and all
batamiz >:P

Mads said...

@ vanilla sky...hehe yeah hoping for next time.... :( i wanna vote wanna vote wanna vote :(
i like politics :P seeing it a lot in my college :P but not that good at politics even though im a law student :(( still trying my best :P

Mads said...

@ crystal...im here only :O :D arre FB pe to baat karte hai... :D
will soon visit ur blog...pakka :D

alx said...

u r gone nd bak n i dint e1 knw dat....

strange poem though...or is it me alone sniffing some negative energy

BIG Omi said...

kool one! i liked the poem!! tho i wished last line was true :P accha u doing ur law from which uni??

Mads said...

@ BIG Omi..lol thanks..
im studying law in gujarat national law university :D

BIG Omi said...

GNLU kool kem cho? :P u kuttchi?