Saturday, May 14, 2011

A Whole New Path....

2011 has been and will be the most important year in my life. January was a turning point with some significant person leaving my life forever. I still don't know if it's for the good or for the bad, but it's his decision and I have to move on. It's been 5 months and I still have not moved on. I should be showering abuses on him and holding a huge grudge, but unfortunately I am not programmed to do so. For me, he is still a very good friend even though we will never talk to each other again. I'm too benevolent for my own good.

I finally graduated! 5 years in college- Who would have thought I would be in tears in my last week in college? I hated the fucklty. I hated the students who were hypocrites, mean and outrightly bitchy. Some juniors specially made 'I will miss you' cards for me and gave me many farewell gifts. It was so touching....I never knew that I was popular in our college for the right reasons. In school, I was always sidelined. It felt weird to be liked by all. I wish I could go back to college again and just be lazy and happy.

I'm looking for a job now outside my hometown. Unfortunately, my parents and I are having contrasting opinions over my preference of a job. Coming back to home after living in hostel for 5 years (and I used to go out of station for my internships) is a serious pain the ass. I just want to get out of my hometown. I need a new environment. Need to meet new people.

Ok, I really have forgotten have to blog. Later.

8 comments:

aastha said...
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I'll try 2 be truthful said...

Hi Mads,
Remember me?
That was so mature that I found hard to believe it was apni mads :) I remember the time when we all liked and were so proud of being 'bloggers'
and now it seems like ages since we blogged.
Wish you all the best mads .. for the job and everything else, may you get whatever you want and may life always fill u with surprises just like your juniors did :).

ps: you look hawt in a saree :)

Nidz said...

Wat goes round comes back. Friends r not everything. Phases comes n go. We have to mature with time. At the end we all need family. Al the best for job and ur future

Aw.S.M said...

Dearest Damn,

Having insignificant, loser, wannable bitches leave your life is the best thing that could've happened to you. We have had this discussion many a time and we both know how much of a relief this is going to be for you in the future.

Right now, a new phase of life awaits you. And you are smart and talented enough to make it big. But only if you are going to learn from your mistakes. College is always a grand phase, but now is when life begins.

Take the bull by the horns, dont look back and become the kind of amazing person, I know you are capable of becoming. Make your folks and your grandpa proud.

Life is Now. Live it.

Love
Amith

Dhanya said...

You know the good part of all this is that you learn something new from each mistake you make. The next time you will be more careful in choosing your significant person. Don't hang onto someone who treats you like shit. We girls always do that - God knows why. Learn to love yourself first, then everything else WILL follow..

I remember the last time you cribbed about your college, and I see now you miss it. It's the same for all of us -- we dunno what we are missing until we say goodbye. Don't worry. When you start work, you will feel more liberated. Financial independence is awesome! And you will find some new friends too <3

I think you should get out of your hometown too. If you really want to enjoy your work life that is :D Don't worry about your parents not understanding. They will eventully. Parents after all na :)

Pesto Sauce said...

Home can be pain after independence of hostel life, take care

Dishita said...

I can completely relate to your feeling of returning home after staying in hostel. Interesting times, i must say. My mom once asked me when returned if was ok to sleep with me on same bed? ;)
Good luck with your new adventures.
Btw, what's with shit for tat blog, i am waiting for updates.

What's in a name? said...

He was a complete loser, oh come on now, dont get me started on that one yet AGAIN !!

Your bitches in college were better than him now...get, set, go maddy ! Life awaits. Welcome to the real world :)